Who killed Pages this time? ... [you] did!
- Thread starter Dash
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I've been officially diagnosed with severe obstructive sleep apnea. Waiting on doctor to go over my sleep study to get me my CPAP shit. Though the nurse technician people at hospital made it sound like CPAP might not be "strong enough" to help me and I may have to look at "other options". When I first met with the doctor she told me I might have to cut holes in my throat. Hopefully that's not what they meant o_o
Fun part is, my insurance completely changes on January 1st and I don't think any of my current doctors treating me for depression, social anxiety, sleep apnea, etc. are going to be my doctors anymore. Gonna have to meet new people when I already hate doctors as it is... FML ;-;
Oh, and it's funny. People have been telling me for years I'm full of shit when I say my IQ used to be higher. It's been confirmed that sleep disruption issues can effect cognitive abilities, especially during childhood. I've had (obviously no way to 'prove it', but given what I know now I can safely say it with almost certainty) it since I was 9-10.
It makes me kind-a sad... I used to be able to memorize a lot of shit. Now I have to re-learn how to do things all the time, even simple shit. When I was a kid I was learning HTML and PHP (well, I knew HTML and was poking at PHP) -- Now I barely remember anything 'cept basic text formatting and break lines... I wish I could go back in time, get to a doctor, fix my shit, and tell myself to learn java ;x
Tomorrow I should be getting my new server deployed \o/ So need to sleep so I can be energetic/productive. I got money for xmas and I'm hoping to get more from grandpa and or dad/step mom to renew it for a month or 2, by which time I HOPEFULLY will have disability coming in. If not, hopefully I can find some kind of part time job to at least cover the $56/month. I've almost opened a couple MC servers in the past but friends bailed on me or I lost interest due to self doubt and shit. This time I got friends helping me build stuff, come up with ideas, etc. Really wanna get shit started if I secure funding. If not, just gonna get everything set-up so I can just upload, extract, update plugins, and go when I finally do has money...