Blade, I lost my doggie recently too. I know it's sad to see them go. But sometimes you just have to let them. Though our circumstances were much different. Your doggie had a broken jaw, and mine was slowly starving because she wouldn't eat. But still, they are much loved members of the family. Sadly, dogs don't live as long as people. You just have to remember the good times. Keep a memento or something. I have Misty's collar in my room, and a picture of her as my phone wallpaper. Seeing them makes me remember how much of a good dog she was, and makes me feel better when I'm upset.... I'm not very good at consoling. Sorry....