It's been awhile since I've been this angry and the anger hasn't gone away after getting distracted by a manga.
...what happened to Pages?
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Weird. When I got it, it was 'only played a few times' by previous owner. I myself used it maybe... 5 times? No reason it should-a died that quick o_o
In other news! My mom finally, after 21 years of denying that she hates me, admitted that she hates me!... (While, for her, sane!) As such, I'm definitely going to be homeless now unless I can find low income housing within 2 weeks. Section 8 is closed til the end of the year, and everything that isn't done through that has a long waiting list, or is 2+ bedrooms which 'family' has priority over non-1 bedrooms... I might just kill myself. My mom literally hates me. My dads concern is as high as (actual quote) "if you kill yourself, don't get any blood on the carpet." Almost all of my friends have abandoned me entirely, and now I'm working at a job that is destroying my body (Yay for falling arches thanks to growing disorder in my feet as a kid. Yay for a knee injury at last job which is part of why I got fired. Yay for further damaging the knee by falling knee-first into cement stairs... Twice!) and leaves me in pain constantly. I can't sleep without a pill that makes me feel sick (and can heighten depression). (Melatonin) I'm on pain killers that can heighten depression. I have nowhere to go, no one to turn to, government wont do shit for me and I have no interest in fighting at all, let alone deal with all this shit for a life I don't even want.
.. Sorry for that. Needed to vent a little. Now I'm-a go cry in the shower before another painful day of work. G'night all.
.. Sorry for that. Needed to vent a little. Now I'm-a go cry in the shower before another painful day of work. G'night all.
Now I'm-a go cry in the shower before another painful day of work. G'night all.
Meh... I showered earlier. Not gonna again I guess. *Stares at clock* 18 mins til leave for work... What to do...
In other news! My mom finally, after 21 years of denying that she hates me, admitted that she hates me!... (While, for her, sane!) As such, I'm definitely going to be homeless now unless I can find low income housing within 2 weeks. Section 8 is closed til the end of the year, and everything that isn't done through that has a long waiting list, or is 2+ bedrooms which 'family' has priority over non-1 bedrooms... I might just kill myself. My mom literally hates me. My dads concern is as high as (actual quote) "if you kill yourself, don't get any blood on the carpet." Almost all of my friends have abandoned me entirely, and now I'm working at a job that is destroying my body (Yay for falling arches thanks to growing disorder in my feet as a kid. Yay for a knee injury at last job which is part of why I got fired. Yay for further damaging the knee by falling knee-first into cement stairs... Twice!) and leaves me in pain constantly. I can't sleep without a pill that makes me feel sick (and can heighten depression). (Melatonin) I'm on pain killers that can heighten depression. I have nowhere to go, no one to turn to, government wont do shit for me and I have no interest in fighting at all, let alone deal with all this shit for a life I don't even want.
.. Sorry for that. Needed to vent a little. Now I'm-a go cry in the shower before another painful day of work. G'night all.
Hope things turn to better on you...
Nah, they got worse since I posted that 
... Thanks though. I have a week to hope something randomly falls out of a hat. If not, I'm homeless. Meaning I lose most of my stuff since I have nowhere to keep it Regardless of that, homeless shelter would be semi-indefinite since I can't afford crap. I'd probably have killed myself by now, but I'm pretty much a pussy. The idea of slitting my wrists is too painful sounding. ODing on pills - I don't think I have any that'd do the trick? Or the ones that would - not enough pills... (Not that I have many anyway) No tall enough buildings in the area. Etc. etc... Though I could buy a bus ticket to NY then jump off a building? *Shrug* Dunno... I'll figure it out within the week.
... Thanks though. I have a week to hope something randomly falls out of a hat. If not, I'm homeless. Meaning I lose most of my stuff since I have nowhere to keep it Regardless of that, homeless shelter would be semi-indefinite since I can't afford crap. I'd probably have killed myself by now, but I'm pretty much a pussy. The idea of slitting my wrists is too painful sounding. ODing on pills - I don't think I have any that'd do the trick? Or the ones that would - not enough pills... (Not that I have many anyway) No tall enough buildings in the area. Etc. etc... Though I could buy a bus ticket to NY then jump off a building? *Shrug* Dunno... I'll figure it out within the week.
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In other news! My mom finally, after 21 years of denying that she hates me, admitted that she hates me!... (While, for her, sane!) As such, I'm definitely going to be homeless now unless I can find low income housing within 2 weeks. Section 8 is closed til the end of the year, and everything that isn't done through that has a long waiting list, or is 2+ bedrooms which 'family' has priority over non-1 bedrooms... I might just kill myself. My mom literally hates me. My dads concern is as high as (actual quote) "if you kill yourself, don't get any blood on the carpet." Almost all of my friends have abandoned me entirely, and now I'm working at a job that is destroying my body (Yay for falling arches thanks to growing disorder in my feet as a kid. Yay for a knee injury at last job which is part of why I got fired. Yay for further damaging the knee by falling knee-first into cement stairs... Twice!) and leaves me in pain constantly. I can't sleep without a pill that makes me feel sick (and can heighten depression). (Melatonin) I'm on pain killers that can heighten depression. I have nowhere to go, no one to turn to, government wont do shit for me and I have no interest in fighting at all, let alone deal with all this shit for a life I don't even want.
.. Sorry for that. Needed to vent a little. Now I'm-a go cry in the shower before another painful day of work. G'night all.
Okay, I believe we've been through this routine before. You post something about wanting to give up, and I reply with some "You better not, or else." stuff. Right now I'm rather angry at Sony, so it's probably for the best if I don't actually threaten you to keep trying in my own words right now as I can get a little too "inventive" when angry.
Anyways, you give up, bad things will happen!
Whoever you bought it from had a modchip installed. Now I'm going to assume they used it to play illegal copies of games, which is not the best for the laser, but then again Sony never really designed the laser well in the first place.
You see, if the laser is having issues getting a read on the disc, it's programmed to keep giving the laser more juice until it either gets a read or figures what it's reading isn't a PS2 disc. Now as you can imagine this is not healthy for the laser, it kills it's lifespan as this burns out the laser. Now without the laser you can't do much, unless you happen to have installed an elf launcher onto a memory card to play iso's from a flash drive. I lack the proper equipment to do this, so I'm pretty much ready to murder the first Sony Computer Entertainment executive I see.
Okay...
iMac froze... like to death.
And then... pressing the power button kicked it back in.
When I was planning to completely kill it.
OKAY.
Guess the Mac knows I don't like it.
Macs do that sometimes, usually when I do something ram intensive, like having 20 tabs open in Safari (my mac is an old model).
I saw some images of her at Otakon. I nicknamed her tentacle rape hair girl.
These are brand new. Bought over the summer. I was doing jackshit. Just opened the browser.
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