...what happened to Pages?

[Futamaru]

Wanna go out and get some drive, but it's not as peaceful here as where I was in my university...

 

[Futamaru]

Listening to Life's like a boat by Rie Fu from Bleach.

 

[Futamaru]

Trying to digest its meaning...

 

[Futamaru]

I have a feel that my time is not much left...

 

[Futamaru]

I've got this feeling since I graduated...

 

[Futamaru]

I'm worried...

 

[Futamaru]

I have bad eating/living habit...

 

[Futamaru]

I have bad family medical history...

 

[Futamaru]

Even palmistry predicts that my life is short. I didn't believe in it, but not anymore...

 

[Futamaru]

Just that I thought that I had the power to change my destiny...

 

[Futamaru]

Because some said that the lines change every decade...

 

[Futamaru]

Given average lifespan of a male, I'm just about a third from my end...

 

[Futamaru]

Yet I don't think my end is that far...

 

[Futamaru]

I said that I am a lump of logic. But I can get emotional at times...

 

[Futamaru]

I fail a lot in my life...

 

[Futamaru]

Due to self-contradiction...

 

[Futamaru]

I wanna act like a high school brat, but people around me feel that I am matured.

 

[Futamaru]

*fail*

 

[Futamaru]

*draws circle at a corner*

 

[Futamaru]

I have incredible dreams, but non of them logical...