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Need 2nd series of Seven Deadly Sins NOW ;-; It's cute, fun, funny, and badass at same time. ;x

Good night <3 (going to bed also)

My sleep schedule is so weird... This is my 3rd time sleeping "tonight"

Well, our wishes still send good vibes 'n shit hopefully xP

G'night all \o/

Yay, Jekyll & Hide is finally buffered in a few mins. I can stop spamming now o__o

Dear Santa, All I want for Christmas is a disability decision. Preferably in favor. If not, at least I'll know and I can get a job to last me a month or 2 til I go nuts from the pain (or just mental issues), quit, get kicked out, die under a bridge somewhere o_o

It's amazing how I don't seem to qualify for disability though... I still need a doctor to confirm it, but my current one is retarded. I went in multiple times for my feet problems and he has yet to do anything about it. I'm pretty sure after doing a lot of reading I somehow damaged my Achilles...

Though friends also claimed to wanna help financially... So even if I don't find income, might be able to open anyway if they cover a couple months. If still no disability if that does happen, I'll say fuck it and find a job for sure.

Tomorrow I should be getting my new server deployed \o/ So need to sleep so I can be energetic/productive. I got money for xmas and I'm hoping to get more from grandpa and or dad/step mom to renew it for a month or 2, by which time I HOPEFULLY will have disability coming in. If not, hopefully I...

Ooh, new episode of Jekyll & Hyde from last night though... Guess I'll watch that and hopefully fall asleep <3

Rambling on... Insomnia left me bored, eyes hurt too bad to continue watching anime...

Weird how much people coming into or out of your life can change entire outcomes of your life o_o

Oh... and tell myself to avoid both my relationships o_o... I'd be living on my own with way less debt than I have now, and I'd be a lot healthier >_>

It makes me kind-a sad... I used to be able to memorize a lot of shit. Now I have to re-learn how to do things all the time, even simple shit. When I was a kid I was learning HTML and PHP (well, I knew HTML and was poking at PHP) -- Now I barely remember anything 'cept basic text formatting and...

Oh, and it's funny. People have been telling me for years I'm full of shit when I say my IQ used to be higher. It's been confirmed that sleep disruption issues can effect cognitive abilities, especially during childhood. I've had (obviously no way to 'prove it', but given what I know now I can...

Oh well... At least I'm finally getting treated for problems I've had for more than half my life...

Fun part is, my insurance completely changes on January 1st and I don't think any of my current doctors treating me for depression, social anxiety, sleep apnea, etc. are going to be my doctors anymore. Gonna have to meet new people when I already hate doctors as it is... FML ;-;

I've been officially diagnosed with severe obstructive sleep apnea. Waiting on doctor to go over my sleep study to get me my CPAP shit. Though the nurse technician people at hospital made it sound like CPAP might not be "strong enough" to help me and I may have to look at "other options". When I...