It's hard for others who are in better situations to talk about how their lives are when yours is in a shit hole. But that's just me. ;v;
Honestly.
We're here.
And alive.
Just.
Don't.
Keep the ring hidden for now. :( Unless you are going to see the other person anytime soon (and wear it only then). Pretty much, that ring is just for symbolic sake in your case. Not to really wear...