and I am under a severe mental breakdown, so I sure as shit ain't gonna get it. I kind-a seriously just wanna down every pill I can find in the house, wash it down with bleach, then tie several bags around my head as air-tight as possible.
I said I was done, but I'm severely bored... Friend was supposed to be on MSN 2.5 hours ago. I've officially been 'stood up' (though he did leave me a message saying he might not be able to get on p.q...) I'm sick of being entirely alone. In life and everything else. It's too mentally and...
I think I'm literally mentally breaking down o_o. Good luck / congrats to whoever hits 15k... I think I give up, and lost interest... Don't care at all....