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That makes me somewhat sad...

Oh wait, I wont have a tombstone... I'll just be cremated then tossed in trash o_o

My tombstone when I die should totally read: Lige Born: February 19th, 2013 Died: April 13th, 2013 R.I.P. <_<

Ugh... I know I could find a place to watch some shit if I tried, but, problem is I don't remember what episode(s) of things I left off on... The site I use has a "tracking" system for 'last watched episode(s)' of things, and I haven't watched any anime (with exception to finishing Sword Art...

<_< Ew. Never.

Damn... The streaming site I use for anime is offline. I'm too lazy to download shit like I used to these days ._. *Googles*

'eh... I'm already dead mentally, emotionally, and physically where it counts. If you mean "live" by survive, no need to worry... I've failed my last suicide attempt Sunday (barely) and don't plan to make any more... I promised a few friends (online, all I got left) and my unrequited love... We...

Yeah, server expires on 23rd or 27th or something. Dunno how fast host pulls plug thereafter, but, "Takatomon" will be dead somewhere thereabouts... I'm out of food, out of money, credits maxed out, lost my job, denied unemployment, lost 1 of my 2 IRL friends, other IRL friend barely ever talks...

No, I'm dead... Or as close to it as possible ;)

o_O

o_o Holy shit. Where'd everyone go?

._. My insomnia is acting up and I'm having hypnic jerks whenever I can force myself to sleep. FML.

G'night. *stares at time* been up 22 hours... can't sleep though lol

o_o It's a wonderful day in the neighborhood.

You sleep as much as I do :o

'eh, still ._. I used to bottle stuff up back in the day. A few "caring" friends basically broke me down, I spilled everything, lost them. (Basically lost when they broke me down, because it wasn't a "supportive" breakdown, it was treating me like shit suddenly) and ever since I've been this...

Also, seeing as I just lost my job, and found out it was my best friend that caused it (yes it was MY actions, but, he purposely brought it to their attention) I lost a huge amount of faith in people. I'm-a use that to my advantage for ring situation. Say a friend wanted to "prove" they care...

No clue.

Hmm... Soo... I kind-a got a engagement ring in mail today. I'm kind-a unsure what to do "in the house" though seeing as my mom has no idea I'm in a relationship, and she'd pretty much disown me if she finds out I really am "planning to leave the state again" (she has a complex in her mind that...

._. I'd rather just be frozen in time. Or get a TARDIS and take off :x