Hopefully everything works out for you. I am rooting for you.
I'm doing better than I have in a long time. Doctor put me on medication and I am finally recovering from depression and anxiety. It's going well so far.
And by obsession, I mean I am going to buy a lightsaber and make myself a Sith costume as an easy way to keep myself motivated while I'm easing myself back into life after being a depressed and anxious blob for ages.
I got a friend into Star Wars, and they're getting into the books, and I'm getting back into the books because of them and I'm basically just sort of falling back into an old obsession....